must be the full moon

coffee stained linen canvas + coffee grounds + mika pearls + plaster + concrete stucco 10 x 10 handmade coffee stained circle canvas.  “must be the full moon” started as a fun little painting inspired by the statement I say almost every full moon to my partner. *and last night while skating after gazing at the huge bright full moon* ”ohhhhhh!!! it’s a full moon! that’s why I’ve been like this! must of been the full moon”  the last few days I found myself in a trauma response cycle that I was very much aware i was trapped in, but in the moment felt almost impossible to dig my way out. I know there will be moments/days/weeks/months like this. I have proof and experience those days end. I also now know the root cause of the cycle typically has nothing to do with my current situation. I am currently on a journey of trying to accept feelings as they are, and realize my subconscious/body has been programmed for most of my life to react in a certain way. I have distanced myself from all peopl